Posted by Vahe Tachjian
It’s likely many of you have had this same experience: You
live far away from your birthplace, in a very different social environment, and
when you get the opportunity to return, you are euphoric about the journey.
Your imagination takes flight, and you begin to form plans in your mind—meeting
friends old and new, visiting places known and unknown, eating delicious
authentic meals. Then, you reach your birthplace…and suddenly are faced with
its negative aspects which, it seems, were set aside and forgotten in all that
enthusiasm. The dreadful noise, indescribable traffic, terrible heat, damp
air—it had slipped from your memory. At the end, you’ve only achieved a few of
your plans and, satisfied with that little, you return to your country of
residence.
“If only
you’d come here a few years earlier. I threw away a lot of papers and other
photographs.”
It was as if I started my journey from Berlin to Beirut with
those same initial feelings. One of the aims of my two-week visit to Lebanon
this summer was to collect materials remaining from the Ottoman-Armenian era
for the Houshamdyan website (www.houshamadyan.org). Our site has been up for
over a year and it is our aim—through articles, photographs, sound recordings,
and other multimedia tools—to reconstruct the Ottoman-Armenians’ rich legacy of
the past.
This is why, when I was in Lebanon last February, I, along
with the president of Haigazian Armenian University, Rev. Paul Haidostian, and
the director of Haigazian’s Armenian Diaspora Research Center, Antranik Dakessian,
decided to organize a three-day event in the Armenian Evangelical
Shamlian-Tatigian Secondary School in Bourdj Hammoud in the summer. It was to
be a collaborative event between the Houshamadyan Association and Haigazian
University. Our group would, beginning in the morning, wait for local Armenians
to meet us, bringing items linked to their memories. We would photograph these
materials and return them to their owners. To generate interest in the event,
we printed and flyers that were distributed through the Armenian churches and
schools. Elke Hartmann (my wife and the chair of the Houshamadyan Association)
and I would also give two lectures on the subject of our website and project.
This was our plan for when we reached Lebanon. We were
excited by the initiative, and had already pinned our hopes on it. We had
forgotten the other realities of the country—the unstable political situation,
the terrible heat and dampness, the many effects of the war in Syria, the
economic situation. And we felt their oppressive presence in those few days in
Lebanon. The contradiction was obvious: We had come on the trail of the recent
and distant past of the Lebanese Armenians, when at that same time, the present
state of the country and its people was not very bright.
It is July 5, and the day of our first big disappointment.
Elke and I are to give a lecture on Houshamadyan in Beirut’s Haigazian
University. But we aren’t able to project our website on the screen set up in
the hall. The reason? The whole of Lebanon has been having trouble with the
internet for the last two days and it has stopped working altogether. So we are
going to speak without being able to show the website live. The positive side
is that over 50 people are there, and are listening to our lecture with
interest. The same lecture is repeated a few days later in Bourdj Hammoud, in
the Armenian Catholic Mesrobian School hall. The same number of people are
present, with the same level of interest. Future TV’s Armenian department and
Radio Sevan also conduct interviews with us.
It is a rich
treasure, containing many things from the 19th century, all of them beautifully
looked after: old photographs; land deeds (tapu); a family tree starting in
1654; a wedding dress from Harpout; a silver belt from Van; a woman’s cap, with
its various ornaments; a silk skirt from Harpout; a scarf; a printed cloth; a
baptismal box.
All this has happened to prepare the atmosphere for the real
day, the 10th of July—that is, the day when the event in the Shamlian-Tatigian
is due to start. That Monday morning is extremely hot. We have to go from
Antelias to Bourdj Hammoud. We’ve had another disappointment the previous
evening, when we heard that the main road along the coast, which is the only
way there, is going to be closed because of a demonstration at the road
junction. Under these circumstances it will be impossible to reach Bourdj
Hammoud before mid-day. But the demonstration doesn’t take place, and we get to
Bourdj Hammoud at the right time.
The school’s directors have assigned a nice room to us, and
Antranik Dakessian is already seated. Two female student volunteers, Sanahin
and Arin, quickly join us. On the final day, Lory and Shogher, other
volunteers, are also going to work with us. The first “customers” aren’t late,
and bring with them the first treasures of memory. Among them is a small bell,
a toy that had belonged to a little girl from Marash. She had taken it with her
on the road to exile and brought it as far as Lebanon, where it is still kept
by her family’s descendants. There is also a Bible brought from Sis. We
photograph the first objects and scan the photographs with enthusiasm, then
return them to their owners.
It is already mid-day. The temperature is 37° C. Although we
have three electric fans in our room, we are hot and sweating. How can we stand
this Bourdj Hammoud summer dampness? Only the members of our group remain in
the room. We are convinced that it will be a rest period for us. I am already
working out in my mind which shop I will go to and which tasty sandwich I will
order. I still haven’t decided between a sujukh or chicken with garlic
sandwich. I have missed both very much. At this moment Dzovig, followed by
Garo, enter the room. Both are friends. When they see our “inactivity,” they
immediately get out their cellphones, and begin phoning friends, asking if they
know anyone who might have items of interest. They find three or four people,
and hand the phone over to me so that we can discuss how to see the items.
Time passes. I’m forced to forget tasty sandwiches. An old
lady, Mrs. V.A., enters the room, walking quickly with a flyer in hand. Her
family is from Sis; she has lived her whole life in the New Sis quarter of
Bourdj Hammoud. She is taciturn. She’s brought two wonderful photographs with her:
One is of her entire family in Sis, and the other is of her mother, with her
two sisters, photographed in Adana. We ask her the usual questions concerning
the identity of the people in the photographs, scanning them at the same time.
Many of the people appearing in the photographs were killed in 1915; Mrs. V.A.
is named after one of those innocent victims. The others emigrated to Argentina
and Brazil after the end of the First World War. We have the impression that it
is difficult for Mrs. V.A. to talk about all this again. She hurries to leave.
We quickly try to return the photographs. “What am I going to do from now on?
You keep them,” she replies. We are dumbstruck, and cannot even utter a word of
thanks. She leaves with the same quick steps… We look at one another; it is an
emotional moment for all of us. Two photographs, two fragments, remain on the
table, surrounded by all of us, while their owner has left, never to return. It
seems that Mrs. V.A. had been waiting for us for years, for this moment, to
give us these family relics and…leave.
Fortunately Shogher and Movses arrive a little while later
and extricate us from the oppressive situation. Both of them are friends of the
Houshamadyan website; originally from Lebanon, they now live in Brussels, Belgium.
They have brought with them Movses’s mother’s family’s (Garoian) family album,
rich with photographs taken in Beylan and Kirik Khan in the 1920’s and 1930’s.
Movses has also brought various articles belonging to the Garoians. Both these
places were part of the sandjak of Alexandretta (now called Hatay); the entire
area only became part of Turkey in 1939. The Garoians, like thousands of other
Armenians, left their ancestral homes and re-established themselves in Lebanon.
Movses personally tries to give the details of the photographs. It proves to be
a difficult task. His cellphone comes to his aid several times, as he uses it
to talk with his elderly aunt (his mother’s sister) and ask for clarification
of various details. It is obvious that the explanations don’t satisfy Movses,
who had decided that all of the album’s “secrets” should be passed on to us.
Disappointed with his aunt, he makes another call and this time, in a decisive
voice, says, “What’s mother doing? Bring her here.” A short time later his
mother arrives. She is younger than her sister, comparatively speaking, but
succeeds in naming the people in the photographs, as well as adding personal
recollections. It is possible, through the Garoians’ personal album, to
reconstruct the life of an ordinary family: marriage, birth, picnics, family
events, then the sad times of exile, the beginning of a new life in Lebanon.
Our next appointment is on July 12. It is going to be a very
full day. People arrive bringing with them photographs from Malatya, Adana,
Marash, Urfa, Nigde, Kayseri. One brings a Bible in Turkish, with the text in
the Armenian alphabet, that was printed in Istanbul; its owner brought it from
Marash. B.E. also arrives; he is a friend and hands us five old photographs,
one of which shows two Armenian soldiers in Ottoman Army uniform. B.E. gifts us
all of the photographs and adds, “If only you’d come here a few years earlier.
I threw away a lot of papers and other photographs.” We are amazed, but have
heard similar stories of things thrown away over the last few days. In the case
of B.E., at least a few photographs were saved. Then I meet Mrs. S. She is
carrying a bag and somewhat hesitantly says, “I’m not sure that these will
interest you, but have a look at them.” There, rolled up in the bag, are over
40 thick papers. I take one out and listen to her stories at the same time. Her
grandfather had been the owner of a carpet factory in Kayseri. When they were
exiled from the city, he took the carpet weaving patterns and prototypes with him.
Now they are in my hands, wonderful relics of an ancient craft. Many different
patterns of eastern carpets are drawn beautifully, in color, on these thick
pieces of paper. We could consider our day’s work to be satisfactory with just
these, but in the afternoon another delightful surprise awaits us.
The temperature has again risen to 37° C. These are the
hottest hours in Bourdj Hammoud. A taxi enters the schoolyard. A small woman
emerges from the sun-drenched taxi, bathed in perspiration, and says, “Come and
help me. This heat will make us mad, but I’ve come for Houshamadyan…” All of us
stand around her. The trunk of the taxi opens and we take out a large traveling
suitcase, which we bring into our workroom. We are to spend the next few hours,
until evening, with Mrs. H.Kh. and the treasures she has brought. She had heard
about us from people around her, had collected the legacy left by her
forefathers who lived in Kharpert, added other things obtained from neighbors
and relatives, and brought them all to our Bourdj Hammoud center. It is a rich
treasure, containing many things from the 19th century, all of them beautifully
looked after: old photographs; land deeds (tapu); a family tree starting in
1654; a wedding dress from Harpout; a silver belt from Van; a woman’s cap, with
its various ornaments; a silk skirt from Harpout; a scarf; a printed cloth; a
baptismal box.
The third day is, by now, a usual one; we look at the
remains of treasures. Mrs A.F. donates two cloth dresses left from her mother’s
dowry, who was born in Sis. Among the things brought to us was an Armenian’s
graduation certificate from St. Paul’s College in Darson (Tarsus) about 60 cm.
(2 ft.) long; a spice mill from Tomarza; and copper vessels from Beylan, Urfa,
and Sis. We receive, as a gift, a scarf made in Gürün. All of these things have
their micro-histories. We record every detail of them. It is possible, through
the stories of a belt, a scarf, a wedding dress, a photograph, or a Bible, to
reconstruct the movement through time of a whole family and—why not—that of a
village, town or community. Clearly each item has the passage of life in it, a
family history, whose roots extend back to its ancestral homeland. Then the
Great Crime (Medz Yeghern) took place and the articles, with their owners,
moved away; many of the owners were killed, while others, like them, survived
and finally settled in Lebanon.
Our three-day-long endeavor has ended. We say goodbye to
Bourdj Hammoud and Lebanon, and decide to repeat our initiative in the near
future. Our first attempt to find Ottoman-Armenian treasures is a success. Not
only have we collected various materials, but have also succeeded in awakening
the idea of finding such legacies, and realizing their importance, among many
people. We are convinced that in a place like Lebanon (the same can certainly
be said for Syria) one relic from an ancestral home can be found in almost
every family. Many might say that that this initiative should have happened
decades ago. Yes, we agree! But our three-day experience is enough to convince
us that it is still not too late. Hidden treasures still exist. We must
excavate them, invite their owners to understand what they are, list them,
digitize their images, record each of their stories, and find ways of
preserving these materials to immortalize them.
After leaving Lebanon, we hear that the temperature has
reached 40° C, that the continuing war in Syria has become fiercer, that
thousands of refugees have flooded into Lebanon. The treasures that we sought
are still there, with many Lebanese-Armenian families. At the same time, we
know the process of throwing things away continues, and perhaps other disasters
will annihilate these treasures that symbolize the history of the
Ottoman-Armenians—our forefathers—once and for all.
Translated from Armenian by Ara Stepan Melkonian


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