Every fall, my father who was born in Kessab, plants tulip bulbs in his Montreal garden, miles away from his ancestral land. I like to think he does so in an unspoken homage to Kessab—every year, renewing his unbreakable connection to his past. As a child, my first memory of seeing red wild tulips grow in their element were on the raw mountains of Kessab, as opposed to being neatly transposed in a living room vase.
It was a significant sight, given the
fact that my parents had named me Lalai, which is this flower’s literary name.
Surrounded by wild tulips and towering mountains, I too felt in my element,
feeling a strong relationship with this mesmerizingly powerful land where my
roots originate.
Only a few weeks ago, I browsed through pictures of
Kessab in bloom posted on Facebook. I saw the hopeful images of trees beginning
to blossom, warm Kessabi hatz (bread) straight out of the toneer (stone oven).
Village life seemed to unfold as usual. I caught myself quietly smiling at
pictures of children in Kessab dressed up for Paregentan in colorful costumes,
with their radiating smiles seemingly untainted from severe civil unrest
engulfing the region for the past three years. These photos provided me with a
fragile sense of comfort that all is fine on the Kessab front, even as I
thought of the current situation in Syria, where Kessab is precariously nestled
in the country’s northwest corner, on the Mediterranean Sea, bordering Turkey.
IMG 0204 225x300 Kessab: Deep Roots Under Attack Only a few weeks ago, I browsed through
pictures of Kessab in bloom posted on Facebook.
A few days ago, like a flash flood, those images of a
Kessab spring were violently shattered. Years of hard labour, sweat, and love
left behind following an attack on this treasured part of Armenian history
dating back to the Armenian kingdom of Cilicia. The predominantly Armenian
enclave of Kessab is now emptied of its Armenian population that has been there
for hundreds of years, after rebel forces descended on the region from Turkey.
Houses are being looted, Armenians being displaced. We
all know too well this recurring refrain etched in our collective memory, as
history coldly repeats itself.
Over the past few days, anyone who has spent some time
under Kessab’s magical spell or any Armenian for that matter has been taking
numerous stabs in their hearts. Memories flooding our minds, as news trickles
out from the region, and as the international community just watches with a
blank stare, once again.
Perhaps naively, I always wanted to think that Kessab was
untouchable, that it was my only tangible connection to my already devastated
family tree, to my past, to my ancestors, at least on my father’s side. My
mother’s family from the region of Tomarza in the Kayseri province still stand,
but it is was long lost in many ways. Kessab, on the other hand, has always
been alive for me. Accessible, it is living, breathing Armenian life, where old
and new generations solidly overlap, like interlocking elbows during countless
“Garmir fustan” dances endlessly streaming at weddings, baptisms or
massarah/perpoor nights (grape molasses cooking feasts). A land where tradition
is celebrated, a comforting dialect is spoken, where characters are as
unshakable as the rocks that make Kessab.
It is a place that is constantly renewed with the incessant flow of
Kessabtzis coming and going to and from this enclave, bringing in the new, but
also replenishing themselves with the water, air, food, and unfailing
hospitality and genuineness of this rural marvel, still standing tall and
strong like its mountains in the lap of the Mediterranean Sea.
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Roots Under Attack We all know too well
this recurring refrain etched in our collective memory, as history coldly
repeats itself.
Countless lives started on that land. Men and women who
perhaps moved on to other parts of the world, where they exceled in various
domains, but always carried Kessab close to their hearts, and most importantly,
always returned.
It is the only place where generations of my forefathers
and mothers graves are marked, where life came full circle on a land they
worked hard to maintain and where they now rest. A real gift that no one can
afford to lose for a people afflicted with genocide where burials are scarce.
However days of victimhood are long gone. Resilience and
survivorhood are practically engraved in our genetic make-up, with Kessabtzis
being a special breed amongst Armenians, where will power, perseverance, and
determination are defining common traits.
Spring has arrived in Kessab and as long as the wild
tulips will pop their vivid red heads out, all the inhabitants of Kessab will
eventually return to their homes and lands. All of us in the diaspora who are
connected to Kessab in one way or another will visit again.
Who can give up on what they have loved, nurtured,
protected for so long? Kessabtzis certainly never will.
About Lalai Manjikian
Lalai Manjikian holds a PhD in Communication Studies from
McGill University (2013). She currently teaches in the Humanities department at
Vanier College in Montreal. Lalai writes and teaches in the areas of human
migration, refugee social exclusion and inclusion, the ethics of migration,
media and migration, intercultural communication, and diaspora studies. She is
the author of Collective Memory and Home in the Diaspora: The Armenian
Community in Montreal (2008). Lalai writes a monthly column, titled “Scattered
Beads” for the Armenian Weekly.
http://www.armenianweekly.com/2014/03/25/deep-roots-under-attack/



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